what a dreadful day..

I feel bad..Everything about me goes wrong since yesterday..I feel bad to my friends and to myself especially..i hate to be in this situation..i felt like trembling like a leaf..How could him..He broke his promise once again...he promised me!!And I’ve already bought a ticket to go back home although I know it will be a great danger to stay alone there..i do that just for him..I’ve turned my mom’s offer to go back to langkawi just for him and of course for my ikan bakar!!i hate him!!!!!!He lied to me...why didn’t he said earlier...so that I wouldn’t have to do and felt bad about this???????? I miss him a lot but he’s not, I guess..Sometimes I felt that this relationship will never work out.. I’m sick with him.. I can’t take this anymore.. I don’t want to be hurt by anybody anymore!! I won’t sacrifice my own feeling any longer.. I’m leaving him if that what it takes to heal my irritation.. btw , im sorry to my partner for not helpin g her working on our assignment… I feel bad about that seriously.. if there’s anything I can do to redeem back my mistakes for letting her struggle with our work alone.. I feel terrible.. I’m sorry…why should I be in this kind of situation??why??is it necessary to feel this way?? Is it necessary to abused my feeling this way????!!!! Aarrrrggghhh!!! Stop exaggerating things eyza.. stop making a mole over a mountain ok!! Well, that all for now,,,,




Hateful person…………………………………………..