When I woke up this morning..., I suddenly remember my late father...I miss him damn much...My feeling felt empty...I still cannot adapt with his absence... I felt lonely... it’s now only me facing the world... no more strength given by him... to be frank, I’m getting weaker and weaker each second passes.. I’m no longer being able to hear his silly option for me... I’m no longer can heard his voice, his laugh, his annoying sarcasm. I’m losing him...holistically... I don’t know how longer I can stand with this frustration... but I know , I have to continue fighting at least for my siblings and until all my missions are complete..And this damn feeling, let just obscured it deep down inside my heart...Let just me and Allah know how painful it is...and I promise to myself, I will try my best to stay strong for my siblings... abah, just wait for me... one day, I’ll keep accompany u and take care of you as what I wish..InsyaAllah….

till then....,
xoxo...='(