uhm...,talking about disaster..,it never gonna stop..isn't it????i'm tired thinking about others..huh..,i donno how to express my feeling right now...i hate when i have to stuck in this kind of situation..!!!! my ***..,always with her creepy plan..anyway.., i hope this time around, she's made the right decision..i'm tired!!!!!exhausted!!!a lot of things i need to think and consider..but y should me??? sometimes i feel like god doesn't love me..always being unfair to me..i don't really know for how long i can keep surviving..i'm afraid i don't have guts anymore to face the world..seriously,i feel like shouting right now and tell the world how i feel so that all the problems can stop bothering me!!but easy to say than do..well, for at least at this time being, i'm glad my freinds and my love never left me behind but for how long i'm going to depends on them??ask for a little strength??i feel like crying right now..how terrible this feeling is..i have no strength left..i cant pretending like i'm ok anymore..what should i do??i rather choose to die than bear this burden!!i hate everything!!everything...
i miss my dad so much..i wish he's being with me this time.i need him more than anything right now..i wanna tell him how much i'm suffer since he gone..i wanna tell him how much i mad at him for letting me bear this burden alone!!i hate u abah!!i hate u!!how could u left me..i'm not ready to face all this stupid probs..i hate this world!!!

till next time...
girls full with hatred..
xoxo...