terasa r lak..

aq agk terasa lak gk lately..dy mkin ksr ngan aq..pewr r aq niey..kecelaruan kemahuan..tp ntah r..aq dpt asewr yg ksbrn dy da smpe thp..ble2 ley mletup ngan aq..uhm..,aq sgt terasa bila dy kate aq materialistik,pntingkn diri,xpk prsaan owg len..shit!!i dont know weather that accusation is true or not but..,ntah r..dy xikhlas sygkn aq..dy jtuh cinta pd gdis len..bkn pd diri aq yg sbnr..he expect me to be a high profil galz,soft,n etc..but the truth is, i'm not..i didn't came from a wealthy fmily,i'm not a soft galz n etc..it just not me..

well,i'm losing him now..i better be prepared..maybe we are not meant to be together..well,i'm cool..i can handle this..men is just like wind..they come,pass,and go..i better equip myself with that knowledge..it's ok eyza..it just one of your test..after a while, you will be just ok..let's try to forget him ok..let he go..i'll be fine..it just a small matter to me..be calm eyza..be patient..this time around aq mmg towl2 redha..aq da xlrt nk mnyumpah seranah..ikowt jewr flow..let just time decide everything k...

till then..
broken heart galz..
xoxo
daa...='(