firdaus..,u're really going to get from me!

yesterday, i slept with anger..I hate when tears accompany my gloomy night..fighting with firdaus really tears my heart apart!!! I hate u!! you make me waiting like crazy!! how could you...you always done this to me.. u no what??your love is just a deception..i hate you!!! but at the same time, i luv n miss him damn much..i don't know what else to say.. fine..,if that what you want..,let us separate.. just do it with your own way if that what you really wish for..don't worry, your wish has already granted!! just go away from me!! i hate you,i hate you..='( go............
i feel like dying now.. let just give some time for me to calm down..enough with that..I've got a lot of work to do rather than whining like a kid..

well, i woke up late this morning..luckily i manage to arrived at class b4 my lec came..fuh..,what a relieved..what a clumsy morning..run like there's a dog chasing me behind really make me exhausted..this is bcoz of u firdaus! if you're not pissing me off, i would never slept with anger and this things will never going to happen! arrgghhh..,i feel like punching your face now! however, bcoz of that, i met that yaman guy (qader) once again.. what a coincidence..we took a taxi to cempaka and have a little fun conversation...that's calm my anger a bit..at least..uhm..,.if i'm not mistaken,today is mpp election day..who's i'm gonna elect??let it b a secret..huhu..

btw, i still donno whether i can continue with my plan (going back to kuantan) since i've no place to stay and fighting with firdaus make thing even worse..i guess, I'll spend my holiday with my pillow or maybe i can do something more beneficial like finishing my assgnmnt or even preparing myself for final..yah...,that sounds good..right????????uhm..,i think, that's all for now..

till then..,
xoxo..,daa...